


Inside Out

by Kane C



Category: Zombie-Loan
Genre: Angst, Romance
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2007-10-28
Updated: 2007-10-28
Packaged: 2013-12-13 19:33:00
Rating: K+
Chapters: 1
Words: 437
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3861877/1/
Author URL: https://www.fanfiction.net/u/1122015/Kane-C
Summary: Shito doesn't want to love Michiru, but he does and he can't stop. [ShitoMichiru]





	Inside Out

_Inside Out_

**Disclaimer:** I do not own Z-loan. Nope.

**A/N:** Well, here's some Shito/Michiru for the people who like that particular pairing. (Proof that I'm not biased to one pairing P ) I actually like both Shito/Michiru and Chika/Michiru… and Yomi/Michiru. Anyway, I hope it's satisfactory. Sorry bout' any spelling, grammar, or punctuation errors.

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"_No it's not meant to be like this_

_Not what I planned at all_

_I don't want to feel like this_

_So that makes it all your fault"_

_- The Walk, Imogen Heap_

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Shito wondered how he could love her; he wondered how he could even remotely like her. He was supposed to be emotionless… wasn't he? (Because living for all of those years as a dead man should have had **some** affect, right?)

Furthermore, Shito had no use for emotions and certainly not for _love_.

He had already been there; he had already had that, and now he didn't want to retrace those same steps, steps that he had dubbed mistakes early on in (death) life.

_Or maybe he didn't want to risk rejection… risk losing his loved one again… Maybe he was a coward. _

He felt stupid, like a fool, like an idiot, and if he didn't have such a tight clamp on his self control he might have acted like a schoolboy with a crush. (Even though it was more than that; even though he was acting like a schoolboy with a crush – if just a little bit.)

_Michiru went from average to breathtakingly beautiful. How could Chika not see that?_

But never mind Chika; he was a moron after all. Or so Shito thought.

(Really, it was a miracle that Shito and Chika could be in the same room for even a second.)

And, even if Chika didn't feel the same way that he did about Michiru, he certainly was a lot closer to the pink-haired girl than he himself was.

(Calling her 'Gopher' all the time and teasing her straight into a cute blush that Shito longed to provoke.)

Shito always, **always** felt overwhelmed with jealousy he didn't think he should posses.

_But he did posses it, and he couldn't seem to get rid of it. _

Now, if he could just get himself to stop snapping at her, (not in irritation of course; just in jealousy and pain and confusion) then maybe he could take that first, forbidden step towards her warmth and a special place in her heart…

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**A/N:** As usual, drop a review if you feel so inclined. 


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